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This website is for those of you who are feel lost,restless,helpless,hopeless,etc. These are for those of you who lay broken and jaded, for those of you with suicidal thoughts/tendencies/etc, or those of you who self inflict harm upon urself.There are many people like you including myself.There are those who have healed,those who are in remition and there are those who still do. The point I hope to get acrossed is that we all bleed the same,feel the same, have most likely thought about the same things at one point or another so please don't get it in your mind that your the ONLY one and that your in this alone.
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Death is permanant whatever pain you feel now does;nt just go away because your dead your soul still lives through it only its an eternity that once your gone you can never escape or run from or hide its always there and people hurt whenever someone dies even if they hated you it would still cause alot of sadness to have to bury you problems in life can be fixed and reversed in time but once your dead theres no going back you can't decide okay I feel better now I wanna live again its a done deal. There are a lot of people that will be affected by your death and you don't relies it until it's too late and you can't do anything but WATCH them grieve. It's like a 2 way window, only you can see in but they can't see out and it's sound proof..they can't hear you whether you trying to comfort them after passing on or not, and you thought life was the worst sentence, not when you know the pain you were so selfishly trying to ease urself of was barely anything compared to all the people you broke your promise's to's pain, or every day they have to pretty much make up memories to fill the empty spaces of the places that your memorys TOGETHER were supposed to take up,or those that look up to you for whatever reason or count on you to come home to or give you a call on the phone to make it all better to just dry those tears and watch a smile come through..where are they going to be when your gone?Who are they going to turn to? Exactly, whether you want to believe your death is a big enough deal or not..it could actually eventually lead to anothers death sooner or later,or even worse, a whole chain of deaths.What happens if someone is waiting for you, waiting for a time when the two of you can finally be together and then they are happy until they learnt that they waited for..for what? Empty arms and cold lips because you couldn't wait,because your heart gave out and you succumbed to the pain..the suicide.Then what does that leave them with?..barely anything.Think about all the things that could be vital to this world that you may have ended before actually ever existing like for instance: A few children branching from you and your husband/boyfriend/etc. and then your children having children and so on and so forth.You mean a lot more then you know and you may think that your just one that stands to the world, but to one single individual you could be the world that stands as one in this persons eyes.
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SUICIDE IS NOT THE ANSWER 
Suicide is not the answer. Ask the 25-year-old who tried to electricute himself. He lived. But both his arms are gone. What about jumping? Ask John. He used to be intelligent, with an engaging sense of humor. That was before he leapt from a building. Now, he's brain-damaged and will always need care. He staggers and has seizures. He lives in a fog. But, worst of all, he KNOWS he used to be normal. What about pills? Ask the 12-year-old with extensive liver damage from an overdose. Have you ever seen anyone die of liver damage? You turn yellow. It's a hard way to go. What about a gun? Ask the 24-year-old who shot himself in the head. Now he drags one leg, has a useless arm and has no vision or hearing on one side. He lived through his "foolproof" suicide. You might too. But... Who will clean your blood off the carpet or scrape your brains from the ceiling? Be there for you to collapse in their arms taking your last breath and have to give you CPR and fail miserably and continue to blame themselves for the rest of their life ? Commercial cleaning companies may refuse that job--but SOMEONE has to do it. Who will have to cut you down from where you hung yourself or identify your bloated body after you've drowned? Your father? Your mother? Your wife? Your husband ? your boyfriend/girlfriend? Your son/daughter , your brother or sister? The carefully worded "loving" suicide note is of no help. Those who loved you will NEVER completely recover. They'll feel regret and an unending pain. Suicide is contagious. Look around your family. Look closely at the 4 year old playing with his cars on the rug. Kill yourself tonight, and he may do it ten years from now. You DO have other choices. There are people who can help you through this crisis. Call a hotline. Call a friend. Call your minister or priest. Call a doctor or hospital. Call the police. They will tell you that there's hope. Maybe you'll find it in the mail tomorrow. Or in a phone call this weekend. But what you're seeking could be just a minute, a month, or a day away. You say you don't want to be stopped? Still want to do it? -Well, then, I may see you in the psychiatric ward later. And we'll work with whatever you have left. Remember: Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. Makes me think twice, that is like the best thing i have ever heard about suicide, it changes me, hopefully it will change you if you need help, this is all so god damn true
Suicide is a perminant solution to a TEMPORARY problem
Anyone can give up, it's the easiest thing in the world to do. But to hold it together when everyone else would understand if you fell apart, that's true strength When you were born, everyone around you was smiling and you were crying. Live your life so that when you die, you're smiling and everyone around you is crying
'Everything is ok in the end, if its not ok, then its not the end'
A memory lasts forever, never does it die. True love stays together and never say goodbye! Suicide is somebodys way of telling god, you can't fire me, I QUIT!!!!... well, nobody likes a quiter
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