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To those of you who are grieving over a break up or a slight "break"/hiatus..whatever you'd want to call it think of it this way: what if you died? The one you love would be devestated and heartbroken he would be a billion times more in pain if you died than how sad you feel right now and then he could never bring you back and it would hurt him .You feel a lonliness thats unbearable now but If you died it would'nt fix anything your heart would still ache for him/her in the after life only worse because then you'd have to watch him/her live in sadness and know that you'd never have a chance to reconcile with him/her cause you would be dead and he'd/she'd be alive and you would have to see and feel his/her pain and then you would never have an escape cause you'd already be dead Its not worth your life this can be worked out .

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 As some of you may or may not know, I was once suicidal as well. I tried to claim my life on 3 different occasions and failed miserably, but now today I know that everything happens for a reason and I obviously wasn't meant to die,I now know all the people that truly love me. Suicide is contagious and very much a serious thing that a lot of us suffer from. And I know this and that is why i've decided to make this site..in hopes that it makes a difference in someone's life and maybe even helped to save a life.

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There are many others like you, believe me. Suicide is serious and know that through every rain storm there is always something good waiting at the end, like a rainbow. Just wait things out, see things through, things most always work themselves out in the end even if its the very last minute. I know sometimes the whole "life is too short" spheel seems like a bullshit false hope because at times it seems too long, but really, it's precious and sometimes you don't relies it until you see someone else die. Everything happens for a reason and most always for the greater good, whether we know for what reason right off hand just know it has it's own reason in the end, even if it's a series of unfortunate events leading to one great big lesson/ good thing, it's always benificial in the end. Trusten that, you'll be rewarded with it when the time is right..all those that wait it out in the end will be rewarded. This is a testiment of wills and know we are all faced with it.Life is what YOU make of it, and even if it seems like it's spun out of control..you just take control again and fight it back all the harder,it don't control you. As long as you remember this, you'll be fine.Just Remember suicide isn't JUST about killing yourself and that's what most people don't think about..there are others life's involved as well.





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